I was 41 yrs. old when my twelve-year relationship went to hell after the death of my mother. I grew up the only child at home. My mom had a narcissistic personality. I never knew that this was going to lay a pathway to one abusive relationship after another. That last one was the worst of all. The other ones were them using me. It was kind of like continuing relationship with my mother.
On May 3, 2013, the relationship I had been in for twelve years feel apart. I started slowly with him grabbing me by my throat. Gradually it got worse. On September 8, 2013, was the final situation that was that point where I realized that this bastard is batshit crazy. There was no going back from having a knife put to my throat and told he was going to kill me. I pressed charges and learned a few things about our justice system. But I will keep it at the main two things here: 1, if you want justice go to a whore house, and 2, if you want to get screwed go to court. That's it in a nutshell.
Now going into five years later I have started to rebuild my life. My daughter and I moved to another state, and I am working on my degree. I am working on a bachelor's with a major in Communications and a minor in Journalism. I want to focus on Journalism. It's want I always wanted to do.
As for love, it will happen when it does. I am not in a hurry. Besides, I am enjoying my freedom and I have gotten into a place where I am happy.
On May 3, 2013, the relationship I had been in for twelve years feel apart. I started slowly with him grabbing me by my throat. Gradually it got worse. On September 8, 2013, was the final situation that was that point where I realized that this bastard is batshit crazy. There was no going back from having a knife put to my throat and told he was going to kill me. I pressed charges and learned a few things about our justice system. But I will keep it at the main two things here: 1, if you want justice go to a whore house, and 2, if you want to get screwed go to court. That's it in a nutshell.
Now going into five years later I have started to rebuild my life. My daughter and I moved to another state, and I am working on my degree. I am working on a bachelor's with a major in Communications and a minor in Journalism. I want to focus on Journalism. It's want I always wanted to do.
As for love, it will happen when it does. I am not in a hurry. Besides, I am enjoying my freedom and I have gotten into a place where I am happy.
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